Saturday, January 2, 2010


I went to church today and had an awesome praise and worship. we had an awesome sermon about worshiping properly. I felt it got to me. I love it when my Pastor preaches something that hit the spot. My Pastor is an awesome preacher. I love my church and planning to go every Sunday and Home Group on Wednesday eening.
On New Year's Eve I asked Lord what one thing he want me to do this year and he told me to start going to church and home group every week because you need to have fellowship with other christians to grow.
Praise the Lordhe is so awesome!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Got out of hospital yesterday!


Well I just got out of hospital yesterday afternoon at 4pm. I didn't do this yesterday since I slept from 5pm to 2am! As you see from the above picture I couldn't find anything better. I'm now been diagnosed with MS. The main reason I went to hospital was because of the shakes. I had to have a MRI, blood test.

When the Nurologist came and talk to me about my results. That when I freaked out. He said with all the results and my symptons I've got MS! I freaked out. Worse I was told and no one was there for me to support me. My mum didn't bother ringing and when I rang my mum on Sunday morning, I told my stepdad to tell my mum I'm in hospital and he said what are you in hospital for this time? I told him I'm getting tested for MS. Ok I tell your mother and bye. If you know how my family works they never really cared for me, since I left home.

I don't have any suppport except my husband and people on Flylady forum and BYDLS board, plus FB and Myspace.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Christmas coming and got MS!


It been awhile since I last posted my last blog. So it time for an update on my life. Not long till christmas for 2009. Hubby and I don't really celebrate it since we lost my son 3 days before christmas in 2004. As well since the girls don't live with us anymore. We don't see the point in celebrating it.

I can't wait till Friday comes, I'm getting a lap top, which be good so I can use it in bed when I'm not doing that great. Which lately I haven't been doing so well.

Went to see my doctor today and he was rude to me. By saying I'm not helping myself by not losing weight, not going to Physio which I got an appointment January 4th next year. I'm trying to lose weight. It not like I sit around eating junk food all day long. But there was good outcome though, I finally been diagnosed with MS. Hubby also had to see the doctor to, because he been having headaches for the last 2 months. The doctor want him go for a Cat Scan to make sure he hasn't got a brain tumour, which I doubt he has.

Well that about it so far.

Thursday, November 12, 2009


Day 6 of being stuck in bed and I'm getting so bored. All I do is sleep, read and come online. What suck is that I can't do anything like flying or doing the groceries. Hubby does ok but he forgets to buy the fruit and healthy food. He tends to buy junk which isn't that good for me since I'm trying to lose weight and bring down my cholestrol levels down. He does try his best, I give him that.

I weighed myself today and gained back the 4kg I lost. Not very happy mind you I didn't eat good last week. Luckily I can start over again.

Well dinner nearly ready and I'm going to watch some tv now.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

On Bed Rest

On Friday afternoon I went to my doctor's appointment to get the results of my CT Scan. Well the news wasn't to good. He said my disk has moved since my last CT Scan. He said no wonder I'm getting so much pain. He ordered me to have 3 weeks on bedrest and 25 minutes on the net every couple hours or so.

Being stuck in bed suck big time because I seem to think of things I can do. It going to be long 3 weeks for sure.

Tonight I didn't sleep well, more like not at all so I been sitting here most the night playing on the computer.

Well I'm going to have my morning medication. I started on 3 and now I'm up to 7 different. Hubby jokes around saying I becoming a druggie. I don't see that funny!

Monday, September 28, 2009

Might be moving!


On Saturday afternoon Matt and I went to look at a 2 bedroom unit in Mirrabooka to swap. We just had enough. We been having problems with aborginals who live in Koondoola area. They been jumping our fence and upsetting Buba. Plus it be nice to get away from where my son was killed. Fingers cross Homeswest would let us swap. We desperately need to get away from where we live. Since yesterday I started packing stuff that we don't use. So far I got about 7 boxes packed! I'm doing it in 15 minutes, instead of decluttering, I'm packing instead.
On another note:
Not log to we renew our vows. So far we found our Celebrant and choosen a theme. The theme is a beach, blue and white theme. I need to start looking at dresses now. Which be fun!
Well that about it that happening around here.